I know, I know. I always say this, “Sorry, I’ve been MIA but I promise I’m back this time…” If it makes you feel any better, I do think about you every day (I seriously do). I am always thinking about what I should write, where can I find inspiration from and sometimes I’ll have ideas, write them down and then they disappear before I can open my lap top.
The truth is, since my show I’ve gone through some major changes that I have been trying to adjust to. Changes that I can’t really explain in words as it’s been more of mental changes; I’m adjusting and finding my way back into the gym, in my skin, deciding on what fitness goal I should tackle next, my new job, dating, being thirty and what is Life?!?!
It’s stupid. I know I should have shared but I guess I put the pressure on myself to have it all of my shit together so that I could write for you when the whole thing that started this blog was me trying to get my shit together (as I competed) and wrote my way through it.
So yes, I’m back again. Seriously, I mean it this time. Blogging always served a purpose for me; therapeutically and creatively. Although this post isn’t anything but an apology, I am looking forward to sharing the future with you!